Today is the day that I have been dreading for the last 9 months. Today my baby girl started playschool. I am taking a class this summer and Lucy can't go with me so we enrolled her in play school. My class doesn't start for another 2 weeks so we are just doing half days for lucy right now. It's almost 11 and I have cleaned the entire house, minus my bedroom because I'm avoiding it like the plague and/or swine flu. I am making myself wait until noon before I pick Lucy up. That's in an hour. I have a hour to myself and I don't know what to do.