This is hard.
I' m used to being everything to everyone. I juggle 100 jobs.
I have 6 other adults in my house doing my regular job. The yard is taken care of, food is being delivered, appointments being made, house is being cleaned, laundry being washed/folded/put away (my family is actually better at doing this than me), soccer games attended, grocery shopping, chauffeuring kids, and our kids are being fed/bathed/taught and loved on.
The only thing I need to be right now is be Jonathan's wife. I love him. But this is hard. All I can do is be there for Jonathan and Cling to Jesus. Jesus and I are BFFs. He has been right at my side since the start of this. I find this so amazing because I've seen him at work in other people lives at the same time. All without leaving my side. I can't be everything to everyone but HE CAN. That is how big God is!
I've been in constant prayer and song. This is what God has put on my heart and in my ear the last few days.