Tuesday, February 26, 2019

Just a note...




I started this blog 10 years ago to document Lucy growing up. I'm so glad I did. I was faithfully writing for the first 4 years, then less when Henry was born, and then more when Jonathan was diagnosed. I found this an outlet to share updates, hurts, and God's faithfullness. I'm blown away by the people who don't know us and who have grown to pray for my family. Thank you. Thank you for the emails. Thank you for the notes. Thank you for the comments. Thank you for the prayers.

(Thank you for the grace when I don't respond)

4 weeks ago if you told me that Jonathan would have just finished the 3rd round of iv chemo I would have laughed in your face. I'm so thankful that God has slowed down my time wtih Jonathan. During the day time moves so slow but as soon as my kids get home its back to business.

I'm reminded of the Reba song- I guess the world didn't stop for my broken heart....

Because as my world/heart is breaking everything around me keeps moving and going. We are trying to keep things normal for the kids so we are still doing school, homework, spelling words, reading, soccer, volleyball, eating 5x a day, baths, making of the beds, laundry, snacks.

(I'm thankful for all of the help I have, Jonathan's parents, Dennis and Delta, My parents, Aunt Laura and Uncle Ryan, Aunt Emily, Church Family, DC, Friends, Neighbors)

I made the kids a chore chart and they are learning to be more responsible. Henry loves to work and Lucy love the responsibility.

God is bigger than this. He is faithful. He shows up everday. He has supplied us with peace and comfort. Some days are good, some days are bad. But he is always good. My prayer to him lately is "I'm going to let you figure this out." Most of the time it's with sincere trust that I say that and other times it's in a sassy voice.... But Always with Trust. He has seen down the corridor of time, he has collected all my tears. God is good at being God.

That's it. That's my update. We just keep on keepin' on. 


Friday, February 1, 2019

Prayers.






We rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the holy spirit who has been given to us. - Romans 5:3-5

My hope is in Jesus and the promise of heaven. He has given me peace that passes all understanding and it's the only reason that I am still able to get out of bed today.

Jonathan's health has declined rapidly.

We ask for prayers for all of our family and privacy. You don't need the details to pray, you just need to pray.

I'm thankful and comforted that none of this has surprised God. He has seen down the corridor of time and he knows our hours, days, and future. I can see every day where he is providing. Things I couldn't even think to pray for, He has provided for us. I am sitting in trust.  

Thank you for your continued love, support, and prayers. Your cards, texts, and notes have meant the world to Jonathan and me. 

God is bigger than this and Jesus Can Fix-it.