I started this blog 10 years ago to document Lucy growing up. I'm so glad I did. I was faithfully writing for the first 4 years, then less when Henry was born, and then more when Jonathan was diagnosed. I found this an outlet to share updates, hurts, and God's faithfullness. I'm blown away by the people who don't know us and who have grown to pray for my family. Thank you. Thank you for the emails. Thank you for the notes. Thank you for the comments. Thank you for the prayers.
(Thank you for the grace when I don't respond)
4 weeks ago if you told me that Jonathan would have just finished the 3rd round of iv chemo I would have laughed in your face. I'm so thankful that God has slowed down my time wtih Jonathan. During the day time moves so slow but as soon as my kids get home its back to business.
I'm reminded of the Reba song- I guess the world didn't stop for my broken heart....
Because as my world/heart is breaking everything around me keeps moving and going. We are trying to keep things normal for the kids so we are still doing school, homework, spelling words, reading, soccer, volleyball, eating 5x a day, baths, making of the beds, laundry, snacks.
(I'm thankful for all of the help I have, Jonathan's parents, Dennis and Delta, My parents, Aunt Laura and Uncle Ryan, Aunt Emily, Church Family, DC, Friends, Neighbors)
I made the kids a chore chart and they are learning to be more responsible. Henry loves to work and Lucy love the responsibility.
God is bigger than this. He is faithful. He shows up everday. He has supplied us with peace and comfort. Some days are good, some days are bad. But he is always good. My prayer to him lately is "I'm going to let you figure this out." Most of the time it's with sincere trust that I say that and other times it's in a sassy voice.... But Always with Trust. He has seen down the corridor of time, he has collected all my tears. God is good at being God.
That's it. That's my update. We just keep on keepin' on.